Second Shared Step

Today, my steps feel weak and shallow. I feel very much like hiding in a hole. I know the best I have to give is NOTHING! My weak attempts at walking this path fail me. I fail God. I hear myself screaming in my silent world, "Why try? I know I can't do it! I know I am not good enough"
But I hear Him say, "I love you! You are mine. I made you! You are the person I meant you to be!" He whispers His love.
Some days, I miss it! Some days, I busy myself to not feel my weakness and I never hear Him saying, "I love you!"
He Loves me! Imperfect me! He loves me with my messy house, with my raggy old pjs, with my shoulda showered yesterday...weak self.